monday blahs

Today is one of those days when I feel disconnected even from MYSELF! Ever feel that way? Sort of like the world is going on but you are watching through a window and not really involved? I don't have any reason to feel that way - my weekend was fine, I have nothing to complain about, i don't think I am sick, but today there is a disconnect. A blur in my perspective. I am betting tomorrow is totally different, but i am finding it very hard to focus on anything. hmmm.

love them

newest addition

already Kalli is changing. at first she was the spitting image of Austin, now she is developing her own look - sometimes looking like Molly, sometimes still Austin. Meanwhile Austin is trying to be gentle when he gets to hold her.

austin time

Austin got some time of his own with Papa - sharing tickles and jokes

old and young

Grandpa and Kalli sharing a moment together (Kalli was bored and asleep)

pretty in pink

as i remember, austin also used to have really skinny legs that didn't fill the clothes - and as you can see Kalli has tiny little legs.

Wanted to at least post a picture of baby Kalli and Molly. She is a beautiful little girl and a real trooper. I will post later about hospital experiences from THIS person's point of view, but meanwhile she is home again and doing well - and is a perfect gem.